Archive for November, 2007

Bus rides

November 27, 2007 Leave a comment

Okay, so I’m going to start typing before I stop thinking, which is normally what happens when I get off the bus and arrive at my home. It’s interesting really how travelling and just generally being away from home lets you think a lot clearer than when you are. There’s something about the feeling of safety when you’re at home, I suppose, different thought patterns and energies and such.

Anyways, so I think I’m starting to unthaw to the idea of being more or less independent now, and perhaps breaking up isn’t the worst thing that can happen after all. I mean, yeah, I still love her, but honestly, I can love anyone I choose, as long as there are some basic agreements fulfilled. Honestly, this has probably taught my something about love that is the opposite of what the person that left me probably thinks – and that is that love is not complicated or random – it is not a sudden infatuation, it is a mindset, and simply the ability to not associate a person’s flaws with who they can be, who they really want to be and who they are. And I still wish you the best of luck in discovering that, Yael. I love you, and I love humanity.

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Eternal Wait

November 19, 2007 3 comments

Over the forgotten sea
Voice of angel is calling for me
Somewhere where the mountains collide
That’s where I’ll find my new life

I have carried this burden so long for you
that nothing but sorrow I feel
I have let myself believe
that nothing would hurt deeper than the truth

Never has the wind blown like thousand years ago
Everything that I’ve known has left me on my own
Never have I felt the rain fall down like the burning flames
All I see is the face of eternal wait

I hear your silent cry
lost in the rainy night
No reason to live for
one reason to die for

I am the one who has fallen into the path of shadows
(and that road never seems to end)
I am the one who has drowned into the river of tears

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